haven been blogging lately..lazyness has took over me!

monday blues.went to the food expo last week with dear.saw plenty plenty of food and ate alot alot of food.ate the ma la fishball till our nose were watering..

saw tiang and chael coincidently! my long lost classmate. heex, so happy :) i miss my friends so much.read the past year entries of my blog.haha everything seems just like yst.memories so close to my heart can yet only be memories :)

-lost in emotions- que sara que sara

whheehees!! -sick- thanks to the hectic schedule these few days....

anyway i've started work alr..started on monday. 1st day of work as a childcare teacher! was attached to the nursery class (N2) tgt with another partner!

9am: Start the national anthem and pledge taking (both english and chinese!). Then they'll start singing some songs and a compulsory "good morning" song..haha so cute..

9.30am: Start of english lesson. conducted by my partner.

10am: Bathing time! brought all the kids to the toilet and bathe for them..both boys and girls..haha..first time bathing kids! kinda troublesome..some had their own shampoo and soap and we've got to rmb...

11am: Playtime..got to rmb this boy and this boy cannot sit tgt cause they will fight...meanwhile read some storybooks for them..

11am plus plus: Lunchtime! don't have to feed them at all..

12.30: Nap time. Got to carry out the mattress for them..then they'll put the mattress cover themselves...meanwhile it's our lunchtime..haha.lunch is cooked for us..so watever the kids eat we eat..msged dear a while in the meantime..haha

2.30: wake up and teatime...

3.00: my chinese lesson time!! taught them about deepavali..got to say everything in chinese..abit stressful ah...tu yao jie..

3.30: Dance time..they would be practising a dance for their concert at 27 nov..

the rest of the time would be freetime for them...lots of things to rmb for the kids...have to adapt diff teaching techniques to the kids also..got to be firm with them..and tons of things to rmb...

haha but so far im loving my job!

Finally!! long time no blog le. internet was down...anyways..i've found myself a job! yes!

will be working as a childcare relief teacher...haha. starting work soon...gonna be fun!


todays our 18 months dear! happy happy happy one and a half year!!!

yeah! no work for today and tmr... went SPCA in the afternoon.. hee so excited!


went to view the pets for adoption.. saw alot of dogs..we could actually go in to play with them.. saw 3 husky and 2 big golden retriever..one was adopted by a man and it was so excited, probably jumping with joy that it has found a home..haha dear spent most of the time with the dogs while i was communicating with the cats..if i got the capabilty, i would adopt all the cats!

woke up at 11am today...so early..

went to eat lunch with dear first..then rented the 'THE EPIC MOVIE' to watch...ghaa..super lame and boring..waste of time and money..

went to SPCA to view the pets that are put up for adoption, but sadly, the viewing closes at 4..the lady gave us a adoption information paper and told us to come tmr. yup..so we'll be going down tmr.

brought dear to jalan kayu-yio chu kang the farmway road there to see puppies..saw a sign that says ANIMAL RESORT n PET something i cant rmb. walked in-such a long long route in! felt like we were hiking instead. finally! tadaas.....reached the animal farm..saw 2 goats. went to feed them with dried leaves. dear's shirt got bitten by the meh meh cause his shirt was green in colour...haha super funny..saw some german shephards..a puppy pug that was having flu and the mucus kept dripping out from the nose..

went over to the other side and saw a whole caged up place full of cats. about hundreds of them. meanwhile dear was having fun playing with a stray dog. on our way out the stray dog followed us and brought his "friends" along also...luckily the shopkeeper gave us a lift out of the farmway..thank god we need not walk out that long road.

went to the pet shop at serangoon there. told the lady that we were looking for miniature schnauzer. she immediately brought us to the back and showed us the puppies. it was so cute. she opened the cage and shoved one boy schnauzer to dear and the other female to me and let loose the third one. hahaa. schnauzer schnauzer! $1400 each. so dear and i intend to save up $$$$ and we'll share the $$$$ to buy one. went a total of 3 pet shop today just to look for M.S....

had dinner at dear's place, den went punggol park to play candle...in the end we set up a fire at the bbq pit there using dried leaves n twigs! was quite a succesful one. dear sent me home to punggol interchange...while waiting for his bus..saw a pair of les. kissing..oh mann. both were girls with long hair somemore..about 14-16 yrs old. they were either hugging or kissing most of the time..grossed out!

gonna look for new job soon..

happy 17 months my sweetie pie !!!

1 year and 5 months! geex... so many things and events had happened over this period of time. yup, you should know wat i mean. but still. nevertheless. however. we're still holding hand to hand walking this road tgt today..

noone else really love you as much as i do! so u must really treasure and cherish wat u still have now ( that is me! wahaaha) and build up that trust that is lost. yups.

whees...

was late for work today cause i overslept!

met alot of weird customers today. from korea, china, philipine...today was sosooo busy.probably due to the lantern festival. dear was the food runner today.poor thing..have to do so many things...lol.

*dudie, because you're my dear thats y i help you do so many things de ok. if not, i wun so good go help wash utensils and carry plates for u :) so i demand a 20% of your overall pay to be transfered to me!

sosoooo tired!

jus came home and gueess wat..its 4.25 in the morning...ended work late today,so many ppl..after work went to the back and they had leftover wine for us! hahaa...went to eat prata with dear after that...

started work at 7om today..but dear started at 6pm...so waited alone all the way till 7 then start work..busy busy day today...

shall frequently update my blog!

long time no update thou blog. what do i got for thee...

went Bliss for dinner today! dear and i has been eyeing on the pasta and calamari for ages...finally a taste of it... superb! ate the seafood pasta, mussels, prawns and the dory fish that was unfresh but dear said it was fresh...

went plaza play pool...dear's obsessed with the ave8's cat...haha.hope he can bring it home.if i can, i would too. but but but. ive alr got my darling jewel.

both of us plan to adopt a pet. cat or dog doesn't matter. the best is both! hahaas.

saw wayne on the channel U tv show (you hua jiu shuo) and dear got so excited...lols!!!

gotto work tmr...OVER!

aye

i have been a good girl yst and today...

went hougang mall with family to eat dinner. ate Xiao Xuan Feng. Hahahs! what could be nicer than food! especially yummy yummy xiao long bao! my all-time fav :))

ate la mian (the chef pull it themselves), xiao long bao and some cold chicken.

very tired now...

One word about NDP preview- Whoohoo!!!

went with my family. Had 2 tickets at the yellow stand and 2 tickets at blue stand. So papa went with mummy and i with bro...haha fun!

collected the funpack.the guy was kind enough to let me and bro choose the colour..as long as we were sitted we started to check out wats inside.hahaa..the bag has everything and anything..just like doraemon's pocket!

while waiting,bro and i were munching the zinger meal all the way till the show started..partied along with the supporters.did the marina wave-beautiful..the whole place look so absolute stunnning when everybody waved the flag tgt.

it was totally a new twist for this year's NDP.Had the arts singer singing..then the parade and ceremony. All supporting contingents held an umbrella this year. After that was the army 3D dynamic display.didn't know that the Police Coast Guard Boat could actually turn 360 degrees on water.

After that, was the performance.quite boring. saw my sec sch performing. then was the grand finale!!!

fireworks aha!singaporeans are really very excited to see fireworks...it's just chemicals in the air...but nevertheless ya it was nice...

parade ended..brought bro out,squeezed all the way thru.meet our parents at macs ad headed for dinner.went secret recipe,sat down and suddenly we feel like eating swensens.walked all the way to suntec with the 4 heavy bags.

papa couldnt find his car in the carpark..but as i said if you're fated with your car sure can find de..haha

had dinner with jor today at AMK sumo house...cause i wanted to eat jap food..nice nice and cheap..i treated dear to dinner today!!

ate katsu-don and he ate mackeral bento..and we ordered a breaded scallop that taste yucky and oily...dear, mus go there eat again ok..told him green tea is good for health so mus drink more!

health tip time!
GREEN TEA

It is a very good antioxidant and it helps lower blood cholesterol..so drink it after meal...so drink it to prevent cancer! breast cancer especially for women (:

whoohoos!!
long time no update update

planned to go science centre today..but i overslept. didn't feel well today. wanna watch the omni theatre movie something abt human body..whoohos fun fun.

so postpone the plan to tmr

im tired of such life..wish i could take a looonngg l0ooonngg break from it...wanna go back taiwan..food and shopping...miss the xiao long bao and extra big fried chicken..

meidan:

Your that particular entry really made me cry...haha..the old carmen wong..yeah..back to those good old days where we had our girls session..in our blue uniform...sitting outside the chapel praying for the rain to stop for our pop...slacking beside the jukebox shouting out to charmaine: Charmaine, Carmen love you!!!...the time when you screamed so loud in the toilet during the grand opening ceremony and everyone looked up to the 3rd flr wondering wat was that scream for? hahaass..

hahaa...those were the times with u, u know? past memories really makes one heart-ache =)

im trying so hard to get back to the past

Mr stacy/ariel rebel


u can jolly well dl all the **** photos u want.and i carmen wong wun give a damn!llalalaa..get this clear.i wun let u affect my life, my mood, my day

that day came back from Minds camp..bathed..slept till 10 plus..woke up and ate 2 xiao long bao, couldn't resist the temptation though i was very tired..went back to sleep again all the way till afternoon..woke up ate lunch and went back sleep again all the way till 6pm..so i was practically sleeping all day long.

having headaches every now and then..need time to relac relac..but where and when...? hai..stress.

when will you ever go away

I'm finally 18!!!



can buy alcohol.cigarette (useless to me), watch M18 shows and lastly go clubbing!! yeahs!

hahaha

finally a legal age to do all this! no more 17!



went beach to tan today..the water was clear.. catched fishes today..15 tiny fishes..just by plastic cup..one by one catch! so damn fun! haha...spent most of the time catching fish fish fish..put all of them into a big gulp cup..haha



also caught a pink jellyfish. but it died. cause stupid jordan went to poke it till all the tentacles dropped out and still went to bury it RIP somemore...

funfunfun...had dinner at Swensens with family and jordan..bought the swensens special cake..ate till so full..hmm..but hungry now...

bad news,dear lost his whole bag and box of personal items..we left it outside my house but lazy to bring in..heehee..den now lost..super depress!

tired le shall turn in early =)

to the guy u know who you are.this song is specially dedicated to you.read the lyrics alrite.and reflect upon yr wrongdoings!

if man could only love 1 woman at any point of time.
THE SUN WILL RISE FROM THE WEST!

hahaa..yeahs! recieved my very first bdae card from jasper.sweet guy. never fails to send a handmade snoopy family card for every occasion round the year...haha.thanx my friend!

plans for this week..wanna go chiong ah!!

finally got hold of my comp to blog.

irritating bro,keep hijacking the comp!



went to pasir ris park yst again.this time to tan!!!

waddled in the seawater.aint that clean though...haha..the sun was so perfect for tanning.



and guess wat! i am the inventor of sandology! it's called the sand massage therapy!



step number 1

Lie down on the beach



step number 2

Get some normal sand, put it on the back of the person. Gently pat and massage the sand off. Bit by Bit till the back is cleared. This is to first create a gentle start for the person making him feel relax as the sand used in the first step has a even texture. Remember to tell the person to close the eyes and mouth at all times during this process.



step number 3

Use only the fine sand that is extremly hot as small particles trap heat better than larger granules of sand. Get a handful of hot fine sand and leave it on the back of the person. Use about 1kg of sand. Let the hot sand rest a few minutes on the person's back before u gently pat and massage off the sand again. This process helps in the blood circulation of the person's body and improves digestion.



step number 4

Use only coarse and wet sand. This will cool down the hot body from the previous massage. Apply the sand on top of the body. Let the water flow down to remove the heat. After that, clear off the sand and give a light massage.

step number 5

Wash off all sands in the sea and hydrate yourself with plenty of water. Don't forget to thank the massager =)

super pissed off with the things that happened dis 2 days...wat else..
good for you,you found yr the other half.need a calculator?find it yrself.

went pasir ris park today.din go swimming. had a 5 mins lesson on blading with dear. hmm...fell before i could even blade and bled...hee thanx dear help me wear and take off the shoe! wuhahawuhaha

TRUST

ok this big big word.seems like it's really lacking in MY relationship.wat is trust totally?it is the assured reliance on the character,strength or truth of someone or something.

don ever say "I never,pls trust me can" only fools will believe it.and reality have proven me my say right!

When trust is undermined and we feel disappointed or betrayed by a lie or exploited by a broken promise. Expectations are shattered. We feel a sense of loss that a loved one didn't respect us enough to be honest with us. In short, we feel violated and diminished!!!

i will always agree to this: The more important the relationship, the more we feel betrayed and devastated by the result of a loss of trust